Whoa! Finally back to blogging! It's been so damn long since I came back to this place @@. Kinda miss it already~ Now, I'm in my second semester of my Beta year. Sigh, things are getting more difficult each day. Especially the studies now! I'm so freaking tired and fed up about Uni life now, it's isn't that JOLLY people used to describe. In university, you cant just experience so many bad things in your daily life.
Studies are so hard to understand, but maybe it's just because I don't really pay attention in class though LOL! Just finished my mid-term exams this night. Was kinda relieved all the mid-terms are done, but then, I bet the result isn't that good either. Got to tell myself no more fooling around anymore. Especially when I get the feeling in Uni, the friends around us are fake. They could be so good to you when they need you, but when they don't need you, they ditch you aside.
To be honest, i really miss the secondary life I had, although no girls in class. But still, almost everyday was fun with my own pals. The life was so much simpler than this complicated atmosphere that I'm now having. In the past, all I need to do is go to school, have fun and enjoy myself. Friends are called friends at that time. Now, I can say that most of the friends we make now are tools for us to succeed something. I don't like this, just when I thought I could really find real friends in Uni. Some of them turn their back on me. Well, so be it. I guess real friends can't be find anymore.
Luckily, I still have secondary friends to be with, and my gf off course. Being with them feels much more safer, less worries, more laughter.... Hope that they won't betray me or turn their back on me just like the friends I'm having now. I just wish to keep these real friends and not losing them. Friends are really hard to get, real friends are.
I can say that I do hate when people try to ignore me in some way or another. I rather you tell me off and yell and quarrel than ignore. Ignorance is something I deeply hate it, I wonder who likes that. Or should I say, ignorance should not be treated to friends. To enemies yeah, I can accept, but friends? WHY?! Why be friends at the 1st place if you want to ignore them? Fuck logic?!
Bah!~ seriously FML. I don't understand what is life really is. Everyday repetitive things happen like waking up> go to school> go back> sleep>repeats. Life sucks really. Don't really enjoy being alive. But God gave us life, so, have to live =.='''
Out of words already~
Chiao~
~Adam~
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