Heart & Soul

Ahh!~ Long time no blog already, I guess it's been few weeks since I touch this page of mine. Lately, again, busy, busy and BUSY!  Got so many things to do!! Life seriously is not easy for me. How I wish I were born rich and let the money do their thing! You can be just amazed what money can do, money can just blind some people eyes and heart.

Guess what? I guess I'm having stress on studies. Yea, I know, I've been laughing those guys that are good students that study frequently. But now, I got the taste of it and it's freaking suck! One of the reason to this is, my babe, I promise her that I would do well on my studies so I couldn't afford to fail this course. Particularly this course is damn hard, as far as I know. Since quite a number of friends told me that how a good student still fail on this course. I wonder is it THAT hard to achieve? My dream isn't to be an accountant, I'm that type who likes to sit down and relax but can earn tons of money. Can I? The future will tell me, just as for now, study, gain experience, see, learn, take up as much as I can so that in the future I could apply it to my life and my career.

I'm still stressing on my relationship, it's better starting from this week compared to last few weeks. I was gonna blog about this stuff past few weeks but it seem I couldn't find the strength to do it. So, now just gonna remember back what have I done or had happen in the past few weeks. Sometimes, I mean sometimes it can be quiet frustrating if you don't get things done the way you want it to be. Staying in a relationship means lots of things, got to learn about each other more, accept their strengths and their weakness as well, might as well help them improve. Not dissing their weakness aside! I hope we can be together forever, because frankly, no one had made me done such commitment to this. Except for you.

Last thing! MONEY!!!! Seriously, I'm broke! and I mean it! B-R-O-K-E. Argh! No money, couldn't do things that I wanted anymore, less outing, less dating, everything less less less less. Lucky that I had started studying which resorts to less outing. Just realize that money is so damn small. How nice to use it but how hard it is to earn it. Gotta start save from now on, if not, gonna regret it when I get out from university life. As a Chinese saying 现苦后甜。 By the way, anyone can recommend me how to get quick cash? or at least earn steady money :D

Last week, something happened, my dad came to know that I smoke. Mainly because I was careless, I smoke in the house. I guess I leave evidence behind so that when my dad came back he saw it. He was furious and of course, I got scolded but to my surprise, it wasn't that bad as it seems. My parents didn't restrict me this and that and still talk to me like none of this had happen. I'm relief about that. I'm not worrying about this matter, because I was gonna start cutting down on smoking already as I promised to my babe.

Blur~ Long time didn't blog already, don't know what to type anymore.

~Adam~