Heart & Soul

Ahh!~ Long time no blog already, I guess it's been few weeks since I touch this page of mine. Lately, again, busy, busy and BUSY!  Got so many things to do!! Life seriously is not easy for me. How I wish I were born rich and let the money do their thing! You can be just amazed what money can do, money can just blind some people eyes and heart.

Guess what? I guess I'm having stress on studies. Yea, I know, I've been laughing those guys that are good students that study frequently. But now, I got the taste of it and it's freaking suck! One of the reason to this is, my babe, I promise her that I would do well on my studies so I couldn't afford to fail this course. Particularly this course is damn hard, as far as I know. Since quite a number of friends told me that how a good student still fail on this course. I wonder is it THAT hard to achieve? My dream isn't to be an accountant, I'm that type who likes to sit down and relax but can earn tons of money. Can I? The future will tell me, just as for now, study, gain experience, see, learn, take up as much as I can so that in the future I could apply it to my life and my career.

I'm still stressing on my relationship, it's better starting from this week compared to last few weeks. I was gonna blog about this stuff past few weeks but it seem I couldn't find the strength to do it. So, now just gonna remember back what have I done or had happen in the past few weeks. Sometimes, I mean sometimes it can be quiet frustrating if you don't get things done the way you want it to be. Staying in a relationship means lots of things, got to learn about each other more, accept their strengths and their weakness as well, might as well help them improve. Not dissing their weakness aside! I hope we can be together forever, because frankly, no one had made me done such commitment to this. Except for you.

Last thing! MONEY!!!! Seriously, I'm broke! and I mean it! B-R-O-K-E. Argh! No money, couldn't do things that I wanted anymore, less outing, less dating, everything less less less less. Lucky that I had started studying which resorts to less outing. Just realize that money is so damn small. How nice to use it but how hard it is to earn it. Gotta start save from now on, if not, gonna regret it when I get out from university life. As a Chinese saying 现苦后甜。 By the way, anyone can recommend me how to get quick cash? or at least earn steady money :D

Last week, something happened, my dad came to know that I smoke. Mainly because I was careless, I smoke in the house. I guess I leave evidence behind so that when my dad came back he saw it. He was furious and of course, I got scolded but to my surprise, it wasn't that bad as it seems. My parents didn't restrict me this and that and still talk to me like none of this had happen. I'm relief about that. I'm not worrying about this matter, because I was gonna start cutting down on smoking already as I promised to my babe.

Blur~ Long time didn't blog already, don't know what to type anymore.

~Adam~

It's funny when you see people around talking bad things about other people but then, the person say she didn't do it. This issue had been around for almost a year. Yeah, you told me about these things and introduce him to me. But well, please do not go around and accuse me that I've told your secrets to anyone. I never do that. All that I've said and joke to them or so called you enemies is what I have seen in Facebook and your notes.

Please girl, your mature enough already, I'm an outsider, all I can see is you keep on saying things about the other girl that you despise so much! I don't know why. Things had passed for almost a year and keep on posting all these things. Don't you know how many people are laughing about this? It's a joke for us also to be honest. Your post are really laughable to us. We are not furious about it if your intention is to make us mad. I'm sorry to say you fail to do it.

From the 1st semester I have already seen your colors. You could smile and talk like best buddies for a long time when you meet up a person in school, then the moment you left the conversation and come back to me, you start to spill out those hatred words that what that person did to you, how you dun like that person etc. I didn't say this out because I respect you and moreover, it doesn't make me better if I say it out.

But since you've been accusing me for this and that, I'll just blurp things out anyway. We are not stupid ok? You called my gf and said sorry to her, but then why you had to talk in that manner? Saying sorry to a person while saying her full name in that kind of tone doesn't seems to be sincere, it shows that you are furious about it and not willingly to say sorry. You've said your saying things about people, but the post that you posted are all directed to them. It's very obvious you know? And when my gf said that her mother is around please do believe her, because her mother is really around and she really want to discuss things with you if her mother was not around. Then again, you accuse people again without any judgement. See how silly you are?

I don't know the things between you guys, but I just comment and saying my opinions based on what I saw, and another thing is, why you have to block us in Facebook? Maybe your scared to see our comments? Don't have the guts to take criticism? If your that innocent like what you have said, it's not necessary to block us. This doing shows that you are afraid of something and your diffident.

The last thing is - I'm sorry that maybe my word are harsh that you couldn't take it. But this is me, I treat everyone the same like this, this is my personality and I won't change it because of this child's play. You could accept it or just ignore it, but I would assume that you would hate it :D because of your personalities. Take the advice is up to you, you might see it as an insult to you, but I sincerely tell you that this is not an insult, it's just a message for you to look up to that those friends of yours wouldn't say to you.

P.S Please grow up, look at our age, don't be that naive and listen to those ''friends'' that have been adding oil onto fire. See things first before you do any decisions. Listen to yourself and not to your ''friends''.

Yours sincerely,

~Adam~

It's been a few days since I wrote my blog, kinda busy this few days since a new semester had set into my life. Been busy at credit transferring my subjects, applying for academic transcript, applying new car sticker and stuffs. I wish I could cope with the studies now, it's no more play time like in foundation's level. I'm in degree now, got to get serious with studies already as I promise my babe that I would.

Last Wednesday, I went to watch X-Men: First Class with my babe. It's a nice movie! We all know that the characters in X-Men have powers and such but in this movie, it shows that how Professor X was been crippled, Magneto turn sides with Professor X and the origins of this two characters. In my opinion, I'll rate this movie 8/10.