Sigh, seriously, it doesn't have to be like this. I just high pitch a little, that s just because it's late and I'm tired, then you keep repeating there. Any normal person also will get fed up right? I guess you should know me by now. But it seems, you don't.
Morning, yea as usual you called me. Happily pick up the phone, was gonna listen your voice but end up? Screw it! WHY IN THE HELL TALK AGAIN LAST NIGHT THINGS!? Good mood also turn bad mood. ZzzZzz, keep telling myself never mind it's ok. But then whole day, keep doing the things I hate most. Purposely? You want like this can, I silent the whole time then. If that is how you want to treat me.
I've been observing whole day you know. WHOLE DAY! I think my words are been thrown to the landfill. I never shouted at you. You shouted at me. Keep asking me will I leave you. You leave me alone without telling me anything. Haha, I told myself at that particular moment. Am I still worth it? Or maybe just 给你玩够了？
I don't think one word sorry is enough for you. Doesn't seem enough. Because, one particular small thing, just a little high pitch can make you mad like this. Don't know why. I'm just tired at that time. Am I wrong?
When I think about the past, it seems kinda funny though. When we just started, I devoted almost everything, but, the comeback was, you didn't gave a damn, telling me your are like this like that, because past relationship and stuff. OK, then I get over it and found a way to deal with it. Which is, not to be that affectionate anymore, and I told you before, don't regret it. DON'T. Now this is what you want. What am I now is what you want, what you ask. I just react to the situation. I did told you, people can get tired, with the same things keep happening. Repeat and repeat. Don't let me tired please.
If you want my sorry. ok, Here am I sorry, for being a little high pitch. If thats what you want. And also, almost everything you asked me to do I basically done it. You don't want me to FB, done, I came to blog. And if you want me to fuck off okay. I'll fuck off when your ready. Thanks for being so polite. Really~
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