It's another boring day during the holidays. Surprisingly, I woke up earlier than my usual time without the assistance of my GF. Stared on the ceiling dunno what to. On my laptop, facebooked, twittered and still nothing to do. Played few matches of Heroes of Newerth, 1 win 1 lose. Got bored, went to download Flyff private server, played it and got bored also~ Games really doesn't interests me anymore.
Got a call from my friend Wei Pen, saying that his gonna fetch me for pool. Waited for him while playing games. He fetched me to Gary's working place, chit-chatted at there for awhile, help him do some stuffs and head to Ixora's snooker center. I played quite well today, maybe it's because of the boredom made me focused more. Could do few trick shots, and win most of the matches with Wei Pen today. Played about 2 hours at there and then head back home.
Texted my GF on the way back home, was quite happy but not for long!~ Was sleepy because of the early waking up and took a nap. Told my babe that I will find her around 9.30p.m. But happy things ends sooner than I thought. I was woke up by my babe, listened her voice that it was kinda weird. Figured out that she cried. Something happened! something bad happened. Her family found out that we were together and she got lectured by them. They saw our pictures that I posted on FB and were furious about it!~ Oh well, what can I do? Got to blame myself for my stupidity and ignorance!~
I promised my babe that I wouldn't make her cry, but then I still did it. Bravo Adam! Bravo! Well Done! How foolish you are!~ I still remember my babe told me that don't too show off. Because things could go haywire~ I didn't heed her advice and now, got to face the consequences! I don't mind me myself facing it, but I don't want her to get lectured by her family and such. It's not her fault! It's my damn bloody fault! Scold me! Not her! Please!
I wanted to make a good impression to her family but end up made a bad impression! How am I going to face them? Sure it's gonna be hard for us~ I really want to tell her family this : '两个人在一起不容易~对不起！我不知道你们会是有这样的想法，是我的错，请不要怪在她身上!' ~
I want to get her family's blessings and approval for us to be together because I really do love her. I'm
not just some other guy who wants to mess around with others feelings and having puppy love. I am god damn serious about this matter. No matter what you guys said, I still love her, and once again please don't blame her. Put the blame on me please. It's not her fault. One day I would proof it to you guys that I really am serious in this relationship. I know you guys are just worried about your cousin/daughter. But could you have some confidence in your daughter's selection? I might be not good in studies, not rich, not handsome, sometimes stupid but I can guarantee that your daughter is in safe hands. I just want us to be happy. To be honest, you daughter/cousin had change my personality a lot since we were together. I became more hardworking on studies, more matured thinking, less doing stuff that is not good for health. I am grateful that I found myself a good girlfriend and I hope we could last forever.
I know that I am not good enough for her. I will try my best to make it the best guy for her. I give you my word for it! I'm not like the previous guy that is playing her feelings! I AM DEAD SERIOUS! Believe it or not!~ It's up to you guys~
Got frustrated now and nothing to write anymore, so I'll put a full stop here.
Hope you guys understand! No harsh feelings! Just expressing out! Wish we can meet up and settle this matter!
~Adam~
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