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ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz.... Was sleeping at that time till my sister came in and shouted: " Oi! 10.30a.m. already no need wake up ar?! " I woke up straight away and go to bath. Ate my breakfast after that, pack my badminton accessories and fetch my sister go to her tuition at Semabok.


I didn't use the normal way to go to Semabok that day, I use another way with more turns and alleys. My sister was curious and ask where I wanted to bring her. I joke to her saying that I wanted to kipnap her! But after a half an hour journey, we reach to her tuition center and leave her safely at there. After all, it's my parents task to bring her back home after her tuition.

I called Gary after sending my sister to tuition, telling him I'm going to his house in around 20 minutes or so. So off I go to his house! It's been awhile I've been to his house since his last birthday last year if I'm not wrong. Reached his house and WHOA! so damn lots of cars! Then I came to notice there is a Malay wedding is going on around Gary's house. Well, they are so ignorant and selfish by simply park their cars everywhere without caring other people's convenience. 

Called Gary outside his house and he let me in. Went to his room and then lie on his bed because I was freaking tired! He had on his pc earlier, and then I went to online for awhile while he go to take his shower and praying session. We both went out to get something to eat because Gary didn't ate breakfast. It was about 12-1p.m. at that time. Gary drove his car that day, so I'm the passenger :D. I was acting silly and crazy in the car, singing the songs that been played crazily with the intention to release my loneliness and my tension. At that time, I'm still recovering from what had happened for the past few days! 

Luckily, I still have these brothers to accompany me when I feel down. Especially Gary.~~~ Went to Gary's working area to pick up the ciggs that he left out at there last night and off we go to Mori's Cafe. Ate our lunch there, brunch for Gary haha. Then went back to Gary's place again.

Reached his house again, went in lie on the bed again. Oh ya, I forgot that from early I was sms-ing my babe all the time. I was sad when I see her condition like that. I miss her from the bottom of my heart. I feel so empty without her, it's weird that when someone is always with you and all of a sudden, she's not here. She's somewhere but not near you!~ I hate the feeling that you knowing you can be with her but you can't have her right here right now!

Waited for a few hours in Gary's house for the time to pass till our badminton session time comes. Finally waited till 6p.m. we went to Melaka Raya and ate Herbal Jelly because we both have sore throats that day. After that, went for badminton! After having badminton, my mood became better, maybe because of all the tension have been whack all out through the shuttlecock. Me, Gary, Nick, and other badminton kaki went for dinner at Bukit Cina. Wan Tan Mee. A new place for me to eat. Guess how much it cost for one bowl of Wan Tan Mee at there? RM7 for a medium sized noodles!!! But it's worth it, because the amount of 烧肉 and 叉烧 they put is worth it. I recommend those who read my blogs go have a try :D.

It's time to leave, and then few of us parted. Just left me, Gary and Nick. Nick was going to stay Gary's house that night. So we decided after reaching Gary's house we go lim teh again XD. Lim teh was nice, I feel more relax after our "Muscle Talk" haha. Girls can have their gossip at their "Pillows Talk" so we have our muscle talk. Been sharing stories among each other and how to solve it and such. 

Around 1a.m. I went back home, I was damn missing my babe voice at that time. Speed all the way to my home, quickly shower and sms-ed her. I'm DONE! She called me, and then noticed that she missed me the same way I missed her. MAYBE MORE, because she's all alone in her house, doing nothing but taking care of the kids and tidy up the house. I really wish she doesn't need to have a life like this. At this age, it's not our duty to do this kind of stuff =.= I mean not entirely not to do, just not excessively like her family asked her to! I pity her condition, and feel sad for her. I can tell she's been crying whole day. I hope she can better the next day.

Nothing to say~ I just hope dear, babe, darling, you can be alright! I will always be there for you!

I love you~

~Adam~

It's another boring day during the holidays. Surprisingly, I woke up earlier than my usual time without the assistance of my GF. Stared on the ceiling dunno what to. On my laptop, facebooked, twittered and still nothing to do. Played few matches of Heroes of Newerth, 1 win 1 lose. Got bored, went to download Flyff private server, played it and got bored also~ Games really doesn't interests me anymore.

Got a call from my friend Wei Pen, saying that his gonna fetch me for pool. Waited for him while playing games. He fetched me to Gary's working place, chit-chatted at there for awhile, help him do some stuffs and head to Ixora's snooker center. I played quite well today, maybe it's because of the boredom made me focused more. Could do few trick shots, and win most of the matches with Wei Pen today. Played about 2 hours at there and then head back home.

Texted my GF on the way back home, was quite happy but not for long!~ Was sleepy because of the early waking up and took a nap. Told my babe that I will find her around 9.30p.m. But happy things ends sooner than I thought. I was woke up by my babe, listened her voice that it was kinda weird. Figured out that she cried. Something happened! something bad happened. Her family found out that we were together and she got lectured by them. They saw our pictures that I posted on FB and were furious about it!~ Oh well, what can I do? Got to blame myself for my stupidity and ignorance!~

I promised my babe that I wouldn't make her cry, but then I still did it. Bravo Adam! Bravo! Well Done! How foolish you are!~ I still remember my babe told me that don't too show off. Because things could go haywire~ I didn't heed her advice and now, got to face the consequences! I don't mind me myself facing it, but I don't want her to get lectured by her family and such. It's not her fault! It's my damn bloody fault! Scold me! Not her! Please!

I wanted to make a good impression to her family but end up made a bad impression! How am I going to face them? Sure it's gonna be hard for us~ You guys said that I did not respect her and I really admit it, because I wasn't mature enough to think about this. I am truly sorry! But all I ever intended is that  I want to let other see is how much I love her! So, I really want to tell her family this : '两个人在一起不容易~对不起！我不知道你们会是有这样的想法，是我的错，请不要怪在她身上!' ~

I want to get her family's blessings and approval for us to be together because I really do love her. I'm
not just some other guy who wants to mess around with others feelings and having puppy love. I am god damn serious about this matter. No matter what you guys said, I still love her, and once again please don't blame her. Put the blame on me please. It's not her fault. One day I would proof it to you guys that I really am serious in this relationship. I know you guys are just worried about your cousin/daughter. But could you have some confidence in your daughter's selection? I might be not good in studies, not rich, not handsome, sometimes stupid but I can guarantee that your daughter is in safe hands. I just want us to be happy. To be honest, you daughter/cousin had change my personality a lot since we were together. I became more hardworking on studies, more matured thinking, less doing stuff that is not good for health. I am grateful that I found myself a good girlfriend and I hope we could last forever. 

I know that I am not good enough for her. I will try my best to make it the best guy for her. I give you my word for it! I'm not like the previous guy that is playing her feelings! I AM DEAD SERIOUS! Believe it or not!~ It's up to you guys~ 

Got frustrated now and nothing to write anymore, so I'll put a full stop here.

Hope you guys understand! No harsh feelings! Just expressing out! Wish we can meet up and settle this matter!

~Adam~


It's another boring day during the holidays. Surprisingly, I woke up earlier than my usual time without the assistance of my GF. Stared on the ceiling dunno what to. On my laptop, facebooked, twittered and still nothing to do. Played few matches of Heroes of Newerth, 1 win 1 lose. Got bored, went to download Flyff private server, played it and got bored also~ Games really doesn't interests me anymore.

Got a call from my friend Wei Pen, saying that his gonna fetch me for pool. Waited for him while playing games. He fetched me to Gary's working place, chit-chatted at there for awhile, help him do some stuffs and head to Ixora's snooker center. I played quite well today, maybe it's because of the boredom made me focused more. Could do few trick shots, and win most of the matches with Wei Pen today. Played about 2 hours at there and then head back home.

Texted my GF on the way back home, was quite happy but not for long!~ Was sleepy because of the early waking up and took a nap. Told my babe that I will find her around 9.30p.m. But happy things ends sooner than I thought. I was woke up by my babe, listened her voice that it was kinda weird. Figured out that she cried. Something happened! something bad happened. Her family found out that we were together and she got lectured by them. They saw our pictures that I posted on FB and were furious about it!~ Oh well, what can I do? Got to blame myself for my stupidity and ignorance!~

I promised my babe that I wouldn't make her cry, but then I still did it. Bravo Adam! Bravo! Well Done! How foolish you are!~ I still remember my babe told me that don't too show off. Because things could go haywire~ I didn't heed her advice and now, got to face the consequences! I don't mind me myself facing it, but I don't want her to get lectured by her family and such. It's not her fault! It's my damn bloody fault! Scold me! Not her! Please!

I wanted to make a good impression to her family but end up made a bad impression! How am I going to face them? Sure it's gonna be hard for us~ I really want to tell her family this : '两个人在一起不容易~对不起！我不知道你们会是有这样的想法，是我的错，请不要怪在她身上!' ~

I want to get her family's blessings and approval for us to be together because I really do love her. I'm
not just some other guy who wants to mess around with others feelings and having puppy love. I am god damn serious about this matter. No matter what you guys said, I still love her, and once again please don't blame her. Put the blame on me please. It's not her fault. One day I would proof it to you guys that I really am serious in this relationship. I know you guys are just worried about your cousin/daughter. But could you have some confidence in your daughter's selection? I might be not good in studies, not rich, not handsome, sometimes stupid but I can guarantee that your daughter is in safe hands. I just want us to be happy. To be honest, you daughter/cousin had change my personality a lot since we were together. I became more hardworking on studies, more matured thinking, less doing stuff that is not good for health. I am grateful that I found myself a good girlfriend and I hope we could last forever. 

I know that I am not good enough for her. I will try my best to make it the best guy for her. I give you my word for it! I'm not like the previous guy that is playing her feelings! I AM DEAD SERIOUS! Believe it or not!~ It's up to you guys~ 

Got frustrated now and nothing to write anymore, so I'll put a full stop here.

Hope you guys understand! No harsh feelings! Just expressing out! Wish we can meet up and settle this matter!

~Adam~


A hot morning today it is!~ Been woke up by my babe as usual, groomed up and went to fetch her around 10.30 a.m. Went to Melaka Raya to eat roti canai. The place is located near Station One. This stall that sells roti canai is the best I ever eaten! Well so far in Malacca I couldn't find a substitute for it. After finishing our breakfast, we went to MP to have our car park there because it's the cheapest parking around the area if you want to park for few hours straight. Hatten Square is a good choice for parking but for some reason I hate that place already!~

We walk our way to Carrefour's GSC to meet up my friend, Wei Pen and his GF, because he has the ticket to our movie, "Fast and Furious 5".


Below will be the movie trailer for Fast 5 if any of you guys haven't see it! It's a nice action-pack movie. But it doesn't meet up my expectation because it has little racing scenes. I believe the movie is also over-rated as well. But still the movie is interesting! Go watch it if you haven't!




During the movie, inside the cinema, the cinema is god-damn cold! Even me with that much of fats feel cold!~ I got to hug my babe whole time during the movie!~ After the movie, stomach begin to growl, haha! Wei Pen wants to have lunch at McDonalds, but me and my babe have so many visits to McDonalds since the day we were together, so we decided not to follow them and went by ourselves.
Later we decided to go Wong Kok to eat~ They have a set lunch there, not bad actually the food there, and it quites worth it to eat there. A little bit pricy though.

Asked for the bill upon eating finish, and don't know what to do next. We were so full at that time, and kinda sleepy. haha! Tried to find my babe's friend and also my friend or class mate, Ivy, which is now working at Nadeje. Somehow we did not find her maybe because she is on lunch break. So we just continue our walking around DP, Carrefour and MP. Walking for awhile, decided to go Gary's working place. But who knows, the shop isn't open because of something happened.

My babe said since no where to go, we might as well go back home. I agreed and then fetch her back home with a sour look on my face. I was over exaggerating it but I was really sad to leave her again. Plus, this time we couldn't meet up a few days time. She has to stay at home and she has her things to do. I have to give her freedom too, couldn't tie her all up just for me! Would be just too selfish XD

These few days been crazy bout "Angry Birds" song and sound tracks haha! Even while lim teh with my buddies, we keep joking about this topic!~ 



 Download this mp3 from Beemp3.com

 And now I crazy about the Snow White songs, especially Heigh-Ho, sang by the 7-Drwafs! haha! Its so nice and funny about the song!~ XD
Lyrics | - Heigh-Ho lyrics
No idea what to write anymore, so I'm gonna stop!~

~Adam~

Morning didn't sleep enough already got a call from my dad, saying that he left his check on the table, didn't bring to his office. Told me to bring it to his office. I was gonna sleep back and bring it to him later since it's not that urgent. But later about 20 minutes later, my dad called back and say come to him immediately because he is suffocating. He could't breathe right and his hands and legs are keep sweating, he told me it was the symptoms of heart attack.

I quickly bath and rush to his office to pick him up to go to General Hospital for a emergency check up while forgetting the check and left it in the house!~ Luckily the check was not that urgent. Rushed to his office and see him wasn't that ok and quickly rushed him to GH. Left him in the emergency ward and find parking. GH has so many visitors at the time I went, I couldn't find any parking available for me, until my dad ask me to go back home to pick up the check that I left out in my house. So, I went back home.

On the way back home, I called my babe saying that after picking up my check I will go and fetch her since today we had plan to go out anyway. My babe was worried about seeing my dad. I told her not to worry, since one day he will find out we are together!~ After picking the check, went to pick her. I was so delighted to see her again because I've been missing her for hours! She's like a drug to me XD. Me and her went to the hospital, found out that my dad was ok. Dad told me it's not heart attack, it's just that the gastric has gone up to the heart level till makes him hard to breathe thats all!

Went to lunch after the check up, it was kinda awkward having my dad around with my babe. We got to pretend like we're not couples. In the car, I keep reminding myself not to call "bi" to my babe. Haha! While having lunch, it was quite funny that my dad telling jokes and stuff to us! Glad that my dad doesn't seem to have a bad impression on my babe. Although I have confidence in her!

After having lunch, my dad went back to work and me and my babe go for dating! We walk around MP and DP, almost have nothing to do! Just walk walk walk and WALK! Was quite boring but I'm satisfied enough because I am with her~She seem a little bit weird today,maybe she is having mood swings through her late coming of period and I sure do hope so it's not the thing!~ Was kinda worried though for her~ After around 5p.m. we went back home.

I'm sorry for her I couldn't accompany her throughout the next few hours! She seem so moody!~ I tried to comfort her but couldn't change a thing. Left her to cool down herself for I fear that if the more I talk the more moody she is!~ I hope the next day she is back to herself again. Me and my babe have almost the same personalities, which is scared of being lonely. For me, I could call my brothers out for tea session, but for her, she couldn't go out that frequently and that late because of her family and she is a girl off course~ I don't blame her for that. I just want to be her side every hour, every minute or even every second!

She's been asleep since I left her to cool down. Which is a good thing so she could relax and not think of any other thing and being bored by herself. She hates holidays because she couldn't do anything at home. Even though we are hanging out, we couldn't do much, since we are still young and we have money issues. Couldn't spent that much. I feel sorry for her being with me that I couldn't treat her good food when she's hungry and such!~ I promise when I work and have good payroll I will bring her to places to eat and have a nice day!

But seriously I do miss her voice now. Its 2.24 a.m. now. Normally we will have phone conversation till this time from 12 a.m. Its weird not having a conversation this night, and beginning to feel a little bit lonely myself. But it's alright, her condition it's more important than mine and I don't to wake her up from her sleep. So, I decided to blog here XD.



Not much to write anymore. Gonna end it here. Chiao Fellas!

p.s : Babe Celine!~ I love you!~

~Adam~

Yesterday was quite boring, woke up at around 1p.m. and got nothing to do throughout the day. Just plain sitting in front of my laptop staring at it whole day while waiting for my babe to finish her stuff and call me. Time passes during the time she called me, I went for a little nap and woke up to prepare myself to attend a wedding dinner. ~BORING~ Family's wedding dinner is always dinner, I dunno bout other people, for me IT IS BORING, because I'm not familiar with my relatives and such, got nothing to talk with them.

After grooming up and such. my dad let me drive my Mum's car, Toyota Vios. Haha, my dad sat at the behind sit while I'm driving. I asked him why he said: " I sit in front you later got pressure right?" Well, off course a little, your my dad for god's sake XD! But then my Mum teased him, "are you trying to imagine something by sitting at the back seat?" ( ask me if you don't get what I mean bout this )

Went to fetch my 2nd uncle, drove to Pay Fong High School [ the dinner is held there ]. We were so early =.= damn. Then, my 2nd uncle start smoking in front of me. I was like " oh shit!, i gotta smoke too!~" But I couldn't because my dad's here. The dinner finally started, I had red wine at the start of it, and then switch to beer. My dad looking at me at disbelief saying that you mix ah?! You later sure drunk de! ZZZZZ off course I didn't get drunk la!~ Dad your son was an alcoholic before le =.= Just that you don't know.

In the middle of the ceremony, the bride and the groom's parents need to go up stage and drink, while having that drinking ceremony, they played the background music of My Heart Will Go On from the movie Titanic. My dad told me, " Stupid choice of song! Yea, I know its romantic song, but a bad ending, they want to end their marriage to be like Titanic ending ar? My dad words are quite true also haha!~

Thats all I guess for the wedding dinner, got nothing more I can recall some more. I'll stop here.

Till next time!~

~Adam~

It's been quite a few days seen I wrote my blog, well nothing really much happen, it;s just that I have finish my finals yesterday. Yesterday English 3 paper was the last paper for us foundation level students. The English paper was quite easy, not that hard as it seems to be and I got no problem doing this paper. So that's it for my Foundation, end of it, bye bye PM03 and 04. Will miss you guys!~ for those I have unintendedly offended you guys, I am truly sorry. Hope you guys will have a better life than I have ^^ In this foundation level, I have experience great memories, no matter sad or happy. Well, holidays is here, but I have no god damn planning for holidays~ Dunno what to do or where to go, any suggestions guys? I might just as well accompany my babe whole day I guess. Luckily for I have a lovely babe~

That morning my dad came in to my room telling me that later at night I have to attend a wedding dinner. So after finishing my exam, I went to old JJ with my babe to date for awhile then rush back home. Just when I open the front door of my house, my dad smile mischievously at me and said: " Sorry ah, I saw the wrong date, it's on Sunday night." =.= I was like wth?! I could have spend more time with my babe, dad you should have sms or call me earlier. Luckily, I still could join badminton with my buddies.

Everything was quite good, I fetch my friend Nick together to go Heng Ann to play badminton while waiting for the others to come, which is Gary and Wei Pen. On the way to Heng Ann, I use the Bukit Cina road. Wah!!! damn jam ar that place!~ Dunno the Singhs people got what celebration or what event, made the whole road almost impassable, wasted so many time there, but after so long I'm still the 1st person who reach the badminton court. Went to ask for the court we are taking and got shock the lady told us only one hour. Not usually we book 2 hours de meh? Then called Wei Pen, he said 1 hour only. OK, nvm, fine, 1 hour 1 hour lo, no big deal.. but then, after 55mins only come.even Gary came earlier than him. pro lo, no need come better =.=. Then went for dinner at RED SQUARE, eat 粿条仔, eat untill RM10 ar!!!!~ I keep feeling poorer each time i go out!~ T.T damn it!  Money ar money, you are damn insufficient for everyone. I effing hate you! But i effing need loads of you!~

Its 3 a.m. in the morning now, and I'm missing my babe so badly, for knowing that tomorrow I might not have the chance to see her in person. Yea, I know is just one effing day, but to me that one day feels like ages. I just couldn't get bored seeing her, meeting her, kissing her, caress her, holding her etc. I feel empty without her. With her being with me I feel completed just like a jigsaw puzzle.

I guess i got nothing more to say. I'll leave it at here.~ Chiao!

~Adam~

This morning woke up damn early just to revise the accounts,

I woke up at around 6 a.m., I woke up because my GF woke me up,
She's the adrenaline to my life, I wouldn't woke up this early if it's not for her
I wouldn't even study for my exams either if it's not for her.

Around 6.45 went to fetch my babe, and around 7a.m I reached her home.
I did feel warm when she took two fererro rocher for me to eat. Even though it's not a big deal.

We went to E-Learning Point at MMU to study for our accounts examination,
luckily, I didn't need to cover much about accounts because I quite understand it.
Accounts is not that hard than it seems to be. Plus, last night I did sufficient exercises on past-year questions. 
I promise my baby I would study hard in Degree level. So that we don't need to struggle during examinations like this time. We would make others envy us and make them wondering how we could get good grades without breaking a sweat!

The accounts examination today was quite okay, not bad for a person who studies at the eleventh hour.
Thanks to my babe, without her maybe my accounts today will be a pile of shit.

I love you!~ Darling Celine!~

我要

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Its been quite some time since I write my blog...~
I'm in the library now frustrated about somethings..
these few days couldn't do anything right...~
Maybe it's the cause of examination stress~
I never been like this before, I never stress about examination before, SERIOUSLY
I think it's because of the FEAR(tension) of not getting enough qualification(CGPA) to get into the same course with my darling~
I really want to be with her during next course, hope everything will be alright during this examination~
1 more hour to go till the next exam, and I know nothing about thing subject, couldn't do anything but to put the blame on myself for not studying and not listening during this semester.




我要~你陪我走一生
        ~当我睡觉时，你玩弄我吵我醒来
        ~我们比任何情侣都甜蜜  
        ~你无时无刻的哄我
        ~迁就我的过错
        ~爱你一生一世
        ~你默默地从背后给我一个拥抱   
       

 

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